January 2012
3 posts
response to message number 3
he asks why I won’t respond, after his third message to me in the past week or so.
I can’t respond to him honestly or not… so I shall write it on here, and hopefully ease my intense discomfort.
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I set fire to the rain.
that song encompasses how I feel.
if you want a more specific answer, then here we go :
the fact that it physically hurts not to respond to...
“I don’t want this moment to ever end… where everything’s...”
– sum 41
colder weather
nye… returning from cait and Josh’s. hit in the eye with a door as I do the car shuffle for the HOA nazis.. as I’m walking past my gram’s bedroom I hear colder weather by Zac brown band playing live on her tv…. I stopped and was overwhelmed with emotion. there’s just nothing like that feeling of being in love with or loving someone who is more in love with a...
December 2011
2 posts
“Purity is a good mask for corruption, perhaps most so because it discourages...”
– freakonomics
October 2011
1 post
Talking to the moon
well, I got to use my nephew’s Facebook today for a few minutes, I looked at toquitos fb. I guess I just wanted to know how… If … I guess I wanted to see if I could figure out if he really loves her and if maybe he isn’t a bad guy, maybe he just really liked hooking up with me, and besides me he was a good boyfriend … Or maybe he didn’t care as much about her at...
August 2011
4 posts
“we have a complicated relationship… he provokes me, I push him away…...”
– desperate housewives
“said the tiger to his greatest fan- the amount of love you wish to give is more...”
– glass jaw - secret song
July 2011
2 posts
“Dreams can be such dangerous things; they smolder on like a fire does, and...”
– Arthur Golden (via artpixie)……. </3
there’s someone out there for me
there’s someone out there for me
there’s someone out there for me
and he will be better than him… if i say it enough, i hope it will come true. </3
When the one you love is in love with someone else. Don’t you know its torture? I mean its living hell…
June 2011
4 posts
been a while
since ive cried in the shower. lol i think its been years, since maybe I was 18 or 19? just happens that way sometimes i guess? comes in waves… when a memory you had forgotten flashes in your head and kicks you in the gut. im very tired, and i think birth control doesnt help this crying shit out at all.
“sometimes we imagine certain relationships are more meaningful than they really...”
– desperate housewives
May 2011
6 posts
i’m afraid that if I wait around to find something as easy, sweet, and magical as what I had with you, I might be waiting a lifetime.
“Maybe my life hasn’t been so chaotic. It’s just the world that is and the only...”
– Liz Gilbert, Eat Pray Love (via quote-book)\ <3
I’ve changed a lot. probably because I have been through a lot this past year.
I see myself act in stark contrast to how I would have a few years ago… or even one year ago. being unconditionally positive is a work in progress, but at least I catch myself as often as I can, and continue to improve it.
I wanted a boyfriend. for the longest time I wanted someone who wanted to be with...
spleepy. i love ju sleeeeeeep →
nationalgeographicmagazine:
Christine Dell’Amore National Geographic News Published April 27, 2011
If you think you can function on minimal sleep, here’s a wake-up call: Parts of your brain may doze off even if you’re totally awake, according to a new study in rats. Scientists observed the electrical activity of brains…
April 2011
3 posts
“[God/ the universe] doesn’t give you the people you want.
He gives you...”
“i’m a lover, you’re a runner… and we go round and round.”
– zac brown band
“how’s it gonna be?
when you find out there is nothing…
between you...”
– third eye blind
March 2011
9 posts
“Well maybe it’s me and my blind optimism to blame,
or maybe its you and your...”
– taylor swift
“you won’t ask, and I won’t say… but in my heart I’m...”
– Kenny Chesney, Somewhere with you <3
this too, shall pass.
that is a phrase I need to remember. and a few others:
Everything will be okay.
I am enjoyable to be around, I don’t have to offer something, do a favor, do something sexual, or be anything other than myself to have worth.
Honesty is hard sometimes but always a good idea.
Feelings are transient, they must be felt but they do not last forever.
do what feels right.
think about what you...
“i got the message long before you said you knew,
there was no chance of us at...”
– Motion City Soundtrack
fou
ran back into france’s arms, and it was lovely.
london is cold and confusing.
February 2011
13 posts
“talk to me… when you talk- the rain stops falling”
– unknown but got it from brendan :)
“L’arnaCoeur”
– heartbreaker
January 2011
6 posts
“why are you thinking long term”
– Cutty
yeah he actually said that. then apologized profusely and said he didn’t mean anything by it. that it was a joke. take a few steps back, alii. this could be another ride from hell.
“Cause they don’t smile
Or smell like you
No they don’t make me...”
– Miguel, All I want is you