colder weather
nye… returning from cait and Josh’s. hit in the eye with a door as I do the car shuffle for the HOA nazis.. as I’m walking past my gram’s bedroom I hear colder weather by Zac brown band playing live on her tv…. I stopped and was overwhelmed with emotion. there’s just nothing like that feeling of being in love with or loving someone who is more in love with a drug and self destruction, than you. not personal, just is what it is… anyway. had to cry for the first time since my last encounter with beau. I miss having someone to be close with like him. to love more than myself. I hope he gets better one day and I hope I can be there to witness it.
